jaysong.replete[2133]
in a vagabond and secretive dystopia did i find you
alas, my other- did you lose me, or make me into something other than me..?
ever deconstructing realities of we, oh my unwavering agony, scold.
how cruel your inner eye turns, paranoid... paranoid!
((such a well celebrated and drawn-out suicide))
-::-
/i am the jesus on his cross/
((is it suiting that you make me into reasons for all the wrong in the world?))
-::-
/the pain in your bones at night is memory/
/your unlucky distemper, the unshakeable feeling of wrongness/
/saltwater stings my smile, regarless of my choices my arms open do they stay/
/offering you a display, a choice between 3 knives/
/which in my back you'll surely place/
/decorate my body with marks that signal memory, statue on my skin/
/pallor is my blanket in the cold night, moonshine/
/loneliness my keeper in the dark night, sunshine/
/songs are made from noises that my body makes, careful with my disdain/
(( if i could do it all again against all agonizing reason i would choose you, every time.))
-::-
((dead girl))
alas, my other- did you lose me, or make me into something other than me..?
ever deconstructing realities of we, oh my unwavering agony, scold.
how cruel your inner eye turns, paranoid... paranoid!
((such a well celebrated and drawn-out suicide))
-::-
/i am the jesus on his cross/
((is it suiting that you make me into reasons for all the wrong in the world?))
-::-
/the pain in your bones at night is memory/
/your unlucky distemper, the unshakeable feeling of wrongness/
/saltwater stings my smile, regarless of my choices my arms open do they stay/
/offering you a display, a choice between 3 knives/
/which in my back you'll surely place/
/decorate my body with marks that signal memory, statue on my skin/
/pallor is my blanket in the cold night, moonshine/
/loneliness my keeper in the dark night, sunshine/
/songs are made from noises that my body makes, careful with my disdain/
(( if i could do it all again against all agonizing reason i would choose you, every time.))
-::-
((dead girl))
hopeline.transmission
signal lost...
attempting recovery...
error: reassurance neglected, hollowing determined at 6.3 entrops.
attempting recovery...
error: reassurance neglected, hollowing determined at 6.3 entrops.
[click fragments] [hover orbital rings] [arrow keys: page navigation] [wait for transmissitted nuance]
:: memory.fragments ::
echo.chamber[recursed.sapline]
a thoroughly smoked foil
hanging in the tension in the cold dusted air
[click to expand]
hanging in the tension in the cold dusted air
[click to expand]
neverheld.dreams
there is a dissonance now
back down from the gap between lack of meaning -> wordspeakers lexicold lie
[hover to activate]
back down from the gap between lack of meaning -> wordspeakers lexicold lie
[hover to activate]
selfstained.decay
mirror wavers in moment desolated
i look so much older now, why?
why dont you want me to be?
[time-triggered]
i look so much older now, why?
why dont you want me to be?
[time-triggered]
JAYSONG
godbitten and dubious, careless and unkillable
we used to be. you seen it in me. now im just everyone else at once
"just like them"
[interactive]
we used to be. you seen it in me. now im just everyone else at once
"just like them"
[interactive]